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Name: Josephine
Country: United States
State: Nebraska
Birthday: 3/11/1982
Gender: Female
Interests: Hiking, Canoeing, Scaring Small Children into Submission
Expertise: Paris, Reagan, and everything in between
Occupation: Ninja
Message: message me
Member Since:
8/30/2002
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| Wandering...my brain is wandering to spots that I do not want it to, and memories that make my heart warm.
I miss my people.
I'm not quite sure what to write about lately.
There's so much going on.
I'm falling further in love every day with this new thing I've got going.
A career that has a purpose and direction.
A love-life that's not filled with expected disappointments.
An education that's actually managed to challenge me.
I'm terrified somewhat by exactly how little work it took to get here.
And how much of a blessing I am surrounded by.
Strong arms of love.
I cannot take this for granted.
I cannot.
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| I'm just wondering
When did I become the person who had their shit together?
All around me, people are broke
flailing
faltering
and I'm the one they turn to
like i know what i'm doing
it's an odd experience
I rather enjoy it
about as much as the sick enjoyment
of watching one's own blood drip slowly off their fingerti
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| I have enough time.
I have enough time.
I have enough time.
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| i should be terrified i'm not i should be working my ass off i'm not i should be very, very tired i'm not i am much more wandering in the desert lately than i am on the straight and narrow | | |
| when did i go from craving road trips to the ocean
to craving a good night's rest and a piece of good zucchini bread
it's hard for me to feel like i'm not settling
it doesn't mean i am
it's just hard for 27 year old me to explain to the 18 year old running around in my brain that this is worth it
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